Some Time

Some time as passed since we lost Atti.  In a few days, it will be 15 months since he's been gone.  He would be turning two next month.  I haven't written in here as I would have liked, but I think of him everyday.  I see him in his sisters, even as they are so unique, and I can't help but wonder, what would he look like now, what would he be doing now?  As Easter approaches, I wonder again what life would be like if we had a little boy in our lives, as I wonder every day, but some days are harder, and make the questions rise even more earnestly.